There are times in our lives that we wish we never existed because of the amount of pressure that builds up inside us is tremendously empowering. We need to vent this frustration time and again to make ourselves feel lighter and ready for the next time span of mental battles. Life is best when it is unpredictable because it does not give us the time to react at times. If we knew what is to happen we’d either be freaking out or go into a panic attack mode. Each problem however minuscule or gigantic makes us stronger for the next one to come towards us like a meteorite heading into the earth’s hemisphere.
There are somethings one needs to convey in those many words to the people they love, however much those words might hurt the others. We can’t keep everything buried way deep inside us. If we try to make everyone happy around us, we will be the only ones left unhappy. That is the A rule of life. Everyone cannot be happy at the same time, because everyone’s definition of happiness defers.
Anyhow that is life. So as I am and always choose to be philosophical to the core, these past days I have not been my usual happy and at peace with myself self. I have bitten off many heads and slaps many hands with my sharp words. NOT proud of it but I guess It had to happen! I was boiling inside and the vent had to be opened to let the steam out. Now that the steam is out I am feeling more or less at a peace with myself, at least until I boil to the brim again.
As I always believe reason behind everything, time and place for everything, I also believe that when God shuts a door in our lives, he most definitely leaves a small area of a window open for us to explore or breathe easy.
Taking each day as it comes as usual, though these days I have a better lifestyle choice and I plan to stick by it life long.
Wish me luck in my Fitness endevour and also for the journey I call life where I seek utmost peace and my share of happiness I know I truly deserve!
Take care and Cheers to Good health!