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Sweet dreams…

sweet-dreams1Have you guys ever had dreams that have left you wondering—what were you thinking?! Dreams are places you go to that you don’t think you allow yourself to go when you’re awake. It can be all dreamy, shit scary or weirdly inappropriate at times. Makes you wonder and shudder when you can recall what you dreamt about or the fragments of the dream. The best part is that those are you dreams and you thank your stars people have not learnt the art of reading minds atleast just yet.

Phew! Some dreams can be close calls. Some make you feel like a teenager whose just learning the ways of the world. Some make you feel freakishly old.Sometimes you get up all rejuveniated and sometimes you feel that you’ve done the work of 2 days in one night while you were asleep! Go figure! The mind keeps working  while you’re asleep…I so look forward to the nights I actually don’t dream. That is the night I feel I have let my mind rest.

For someone who doesn’t have any major responsibilities in life—atleast not yet, one can’t say for the future; I still feel I do think a lot,even when I know I am not really thinking about anything specific.
I have come to terms with life and as I keep reminding myself and reminding people around me, heh, that I like taking each day as it comes, every step of the way,slow and steady.

They say we don’t use our brain to it’s total capacity, actually only a certain percentage is used.In the most weird ways I am glad I am no Eistein, Coz if I was I doubt I would have gotten any sleep or if I did sleep I’d have gotten even weirder dreams. Not getting a dream and sleeping dreamless would be a wish come true.

And I have heard that the genie in the bottle only hands out three wishes…or was I dreaming when he told me so?

I wish you guys dreamless nights…Or should I say sweet dreams?!

 

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Incognito

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Days pass and you feel like being alone. You want clarity but all you feel is chaos. It’s like a battle inside you, your head and heart fighting it out. You want to map out your whole life but you can’t seem to get past the day without leaving your bed. You want to scream but love the silence that surrounds you.

From childhood you’re surrounded by people telling you and sharing how Life should be and how it should be lived. You grow up thinking this is the mold and you want life just like this!

Sometimes you’re one of the brave ones who want to explore life and colour outside the lines but still the colouring book remains the same as everyone else’s. As a human being you tend to want to be with someone and be loved and cherished…BUT you also love your space and want things your way. Why do we always find something missing and never see what we have? Why do we always wait for things that are to happen and never see what the things that are happening to us and making us the people we are today!

Why is the future more appealing that the present or the memories of the past?

Why oh why do we have so many questions and we never really listen to the answers that are whispered to us by our own subconscious.

Why do we have barriers that we build ourselves? Why do things have to be this way only, why can’t there be two rights to anything.

We need to open our minds and our souls…We need to understand what we really want from our lives.

We are scared of death but we still don’t know what we are living for! We feel we need to prove ourselves at every step.

Too many thoughts ; even when you’re asleep you’re mind is working and that is why our dreams take place and you are exhausted when you’re awake.

Have you ever felt that all you want in life is to be loved and love someone in return? Family and friends give us this love too…but just the feeling of belonging to another human being and that person belonging to you? Many of us get to witness this and many of us are left dreaming of such a person.

But as they say…Life must go on.Life can be lived alone and happy.Life should be enjoyed every which way one can.

The freedom to make your own mistakes, your own choices.The freedom to ask for advice and the freedom to realise that you’re on the right track or wrong and change course.

It’s good to take time-out sometimes for your own thoughts.

People feel that if someone is all by themselves it’s depression. In fact, every person has their own coping mechanism. In my case I like my incognito mode, though I am never completely in it. I have my set of people I like to be in touch with.

The choices always remain YOURS…Never let anyone tell you how or what to do!

Life is and will always be as simple or as complicated as we make it. It’s our perception that matters at every given circumstance.

As always you are the writer to your own story…you can write it as open as the green meadow or you write it totally Incognito!

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The Do Overs!

Are any of you afraid of do overs? I mean, of course we all get the feeling…oh god! not again BUT we still start doing those things again!

Let me elaborate, especially when we have the health related yo-yo’s in life or we have to work on yet another relationship or we have to start getting to know someone completely new after spending a decent amount of time invested into it. Things like making a dish all over again coz you feel it’s not good or perfect, getting dressed all over again cause you feel this just doesn’t feel right. Writing a message and reading it over and over again and then rewriting the whole message.

The games that our heart and mind play on us and then yet again we are caught in the obsession pool. We tell ourselves, we will try and be normal, lol, that’s something we keep telling ourselves to add to the do over list.

Reevaluating our priorities in life, spring clean the negative people from our lives even then we end up giving some of them a chance yet again, that do over can cost us a little piece of our soul but we still do it over again.

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There are people you have always liked in life that you’d want a do over with but sometimes those do overs are meant to be or not. I heard a dialogue in a movie yesterday,” If someone’s meant to be yours, eventually they will be.” Set them free but don’t completely lose hope as miracles do happen if you want them real bad.

So on that positive I shall Do over what I usually do…Tell you guys that there is a time,place and reason behind everything. So don’t be afraid to have do over’s in life…It’s good to have a clean formatted life, keep doing regular backups and spring clean your lives as and when possible. Change is good. It’s how you look at change that matters. Look at it with a positive approach and you’ll look forward to change at regular intervals in life!

Take care and Stay well!

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Speed breakers 

People who live in India will be more aware of the word speed breaker than anyone else. You’ll find them at every few minutes on some roads. 

In life, such speed breakers come in the guise of issues, problems but it’s how you handle the situation, to slow down to avoid accidents is what matters. 

When everything looks and seems rosy, life seems a bright place to live in and then suddenly a few difference of opinions make you wonder if you really want this or not! 

Is too much honesty also bad? Should somethings be kept to ourselves?  Interesting questions to think about. 

There is always something we never tell or even admit to ourselves and yes somethings should to go to your grave with you! 

Why are people so scared of change? I for one don’t want anyone to change but even a little bit of change to their lifestyle and people tend to panic. I would infanct  like a change at given intervals, that’s my idea of the speed after a speed breaker in life. 

Anyhow each one to their own but yes, life is full of speed breakers for sure! Mostly for our safety, to keep us sane and not make us go mad with excitement or worry and end up in a ditch. 

Think about it, I know I am! 😜 

 

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System overload! 

  
Have you every thought, we go about with our lives and then suddenly one day we feel what are we doing with our lives?! Is this what we thought we’d be doing? Is this it? Confusion along with presumptions and assumptions,can really be the mother of all f*** up’s in life. The moment we start judging our every move we really mess up our lives. 

The constant reminder that is needed to take life as it comes and to go with the flow flies right out the window when confusion and assumptions take their stand in your heart and mind. 

Confidence is a trickster as well, you know you have it but it goes and hides under the table right when you need it the most.

Drama is needed in life to make it interesting but why can’t some things be plain and simple, when people claim they’ll be honest how come suddenly there are hidden games and tricks up their sleeves.Maybe  it’s not intentional but even things done without realisation hurts just as much as doing them with an intention. 

Well as the saying goes, what doesn’t kill you- makes you stronger. So here’s to being stronger and taking life as it comes with a pinch of salt, also hoping the lemon and tequila is on its way to your table. Cheers! 

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Let life surprise you!

fc9aa06a0b67e26952e19e05e73a6acbPatience is the key,
I tell myself and have been told repeatedly,
Time, place and reason behind everything,
I go by this simple life philosophy.

It’s not an easy task to wait,
To know when to do or when to say what,
Sometimes you just want to scream,
Not behave in the way it’s meant to be,
Still overall I ask for guidance and help,
Also in every way I am thankful and show gratitude.
Waiting for life to surprise me again,
I know I deserve someone who is made just for me,
Having said that I conclude,
I am lucky to have a life,
That has taught me to be so positive.

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That’s what She said! (A love letter that I wrote for the games evening yesterday.Luckily I won that round!)

My dearest and sweetie pie! I miss you a lot! Every minute I spent with you comes to mind with every song that plays on the radio! I love the way you sent me digital kisses even though I couldn’t feel them they hit the spot on my heart. I can’t tell how much I feel your emptiness. I love you and wish I could have gotten more time to get to be with you.

You are my monkey!!!  You are my song to the deepest tunes played on the piano of my heart. I feel you should be happy wherever or whoever you are with. Wish you the best with or without me! I will always love you. If you are meant to be with me then I will be with you! Destiny and Karma have played their dirtiest games. Let’s see who wins at the game of love! Cheers to life! Lots of kisses and hugs. Mwaah! Lots & lots of happiness! I’m repeating myself but that’s how much I feel for you.

Those days will be etched in my book of life. Cheers to spending more. Love you Lots, Ay.❤

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